A lot of people are afraid to say what they want. That's why they don't get what they want.
Sometimes, you have to be a bitch to get things done.
I'm tough, ambitious and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, okay.
Poor is the man whose pleasures depend on the permission of another.
I stand for freedom of expression, doing what you believe in and going after your dreams.
It takes a REALLY big man to fill my shoes.
Freedom comes when you learn to let go. Creation comes when you learn to say no.
Are you ready to start a revolution? Are you ready to change a history?
The critics have been writing me off for 20 years. That's nothing new. As far as I know, I still have plenty of fans and sell lots of records. Do I care what critics say about me! No, and I don't read reviews.
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Thursday, December 16, 2010
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Happy Birthday to ME!!
yes.. Happy Birthday to Me!!!!!
No matter how I hate the birthday since I always want to stay young.. but still, 8 December is my birthday...
Well, I'm officially reach my 23rd years of my life on earth... What's the difference? Eventho' everything is way more better than 5 or 6 years ago; i have my stable job, i have my own money, i have invented a few uniqueness in me that can make me proud of myself, i have been more mature... but there are still a few dreams and wishes that stay unreachable until now... and it distracts me from enjoying my life... not that I'm not thankful for my life, but it makes me feel incomplete and desperate...sometimes...
I have a faith that someday I'll have everything i've been dreaming of.. but the question remain are "When?" and "How?" I believe in God, but I also believe in struggle... for me without one of them, its impossible to reach our dreams... So what I need to do now is to struggle... but HOW????
Yesterday, my BF got an offer from a drilling company.. They offered a big numerous of benefits for him, and he discussed it with me and said that maybe he could ask them to increase the benefits..
He asked my opinion about it, and all i can say was "its up to you... your life, your decision"
I know, that i should be more supportive, but its just hard to be supportive when that is your dream that he catch and for him it wasn't enough.. D*MN IT!!!! I feel like i want to scream in front of him, "HEY I'M DYING TO GET THAT JOB!!! AND NOW YOU JUST MAKE IT LOOKS LIKE IT WAS NOTHING FOR YOU!!!!!"
Still..for me, sometimes life is unfair.. there are some people that dying to get something, but that thing is given to another people that don't really need it...
Yes, this is the reason why i hate getting older... when we was in school, life was just so right... everyone got the same question in exam, if you can answer it right, then you'll get a good score, but if you can't answer it, you'll get a bad one... but the more you grow up, life is not give you the same test, the same question and the same opportunity with others... that's why i called it unfair..
After all, that's my random thoughts in my birthday.. not a good thought, but a real one :)
No matter how I hate the birthday since I always want to stay young.. but still, 8 December is my birthday...
Well, I'm officially reach my 23rd years of my life on earth... What's the difference? Eventho' everything is way more better than 5 or 6 years ago; i have my stable job, i have my own money, i have invented a few uniqueness in me that can make me proud of myself, i have been more mature... but there are still a few dreams and wishes that stay unreachable until now... and it distracts me from enjoying my life... not that I'm not thankful for my life, but it makes me feel incomplete and desperate...sometimes...
I have a faith that someday I'll have everything i've been dreaming of.. but the question remain are "When?" and "How?" I believe in God, but I also believe in struggle... for me without one of them, its impossible to reach our dreams... So what I need to do now is to struggle... but HOW????
Yesterday, my BF got an offer from a drilling company.. They offered a big numerous of benefits for him, and he discussed it with me and said that maybe he could ask them to increase the benefits..
He asked my opinion about it, and all i can say was "its up to you... your life, your decision"
I know, that i should be more supportive, but its just hard to be supportive when that is your dream that he catch and for him it wasn't enough.. D*MN IT!!!! I feel like i want to scream in front of him, "HEY I'M DYING TO GET THAT JOB!!! AND NOW YOU JUST MAKE IT LOOKS LIKE IT WAS NOTHING FOR YOU!!!!!"
Still..for me, sometimes life is unfair.. there are some people that dying to get something, but that thing is given to another people that don't really need it...
Yes, this is the reason why i hate getting older... when we was in school, life was just so right... everyone got the same question in exam, if you can answer it right, then you'll get a good score, but if you can't answer it, you'll get a bad one... but the more you grow up, life is not give you the same test, the same question and the same opportunity with others... that's why i called it unfair..
After all, that's my random thoughts in my birthday.. not a good thought, but a real one :)
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