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Welcome to my journal :)
its all about what i feel or what i thought about random things surround me... it also contains my random ideas that just suddenly appear in my mind...well, this is not a blog about something specific, but only a note of my scattered thoughts.
Enjoy!

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Here I Am - Bryan Adams

 

Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true

It's a new world - it's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts
It's a new day - it's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

Here we are - we've just begun
And after all this time - our time has come
Ya here we are - still goin' strong
Right here in the place where we belong

Here I am - this is me
There's no where else on earth I'd rather be
Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true

Here I am - next to you
And suddenly the world is all brand new
Here I am - where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin standin in our way
Here I am - this is me

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Complicated - Rihanna


You're not easy to love

Why is everything, with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you
Ohh.. I hate it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone
I would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh why?

Sometimes I get you, Sometimes I don’t understand.
Sometimes I love you, Sometimes it's you I can't stand.
Sometimes I wanna hug you, Sometimes I wanna push you away.
Most times I wanna kiss you, Other times put you and every minute you start switching up
And you say things like, ‘ You don't give a f*uck!'
Then I say, ‘I'm through with you.' Take my heart from you.  
And you come running after me, 
and, baby, I'm back with you.

Why is everything, with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you
Ohh..I hate it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone, 
I would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh, why?

Sometimes I catch you, Sometimes you get away
Sometimes I read you, Other times I’m like, ‘Where are you on the page?’
Sometimes I feel like we will be together forever
But you’re so complicated my heart and all is bitter.


Why is everything with you so complicated?
Why do you make it hard to love you
Ohh..I hate it?
Cause if you really wanna be alone, 
I would throw my hands up cause baby I tried
But everything with you is so complicated,
Oh, why?

You Make Me Wanna Die


Never thought I'd be a fan of this band.. but suddenly I become one...
I've never were a fan of Jenny Humphrey or even Taylor Momsen.. so I've never interested on hearing her band.. especially after the first time I tried to listen to their song (I forgot the title) and I found out it was weird.. with her screaming like a mess.. My first impression was bad...

 
But everything has changed after I heard their single "You Make Me Wanna Die" become a soundtrack of Gossip Girl for Chuck and Blair scene, which is match with the situation... then I tried to download it, it took me one day until I finally got the full version of the song (since my internet was act like a biatch) and guess what.. I love it! I even love Taylor's voice, she really really can sing after all... and their songs remind me of Evanescence, but with a different taste of course... 


I think their album "Light Me Up" is a good album.. it consists of 10 songs which aren't disappointing at all!!
I miss this kind of music, so I'm glad I've found this album.. Maybe I should mention my favorite song, but really its hard to choose, but let's try : My Medicine, Make Me Wanna Die, Light Me Up, Miss Nothing, Nothing Left to Lose and You..


After all, I may give 8/10 for this album :)
Want to hear their album, here's the download link :)

Monday, November 15, 2010

Have a blessed

1] Prayer is not a "spare wheel" that you pull out when in  trouble, but it is a "steering wheel" that directs the right path throughout.

2] Why is a Car's WINDSHIELD is so large & the Rear view Mirror is so small? Because our PAST is not as important as our FUTURE. So, Look Ahead and Move on.

3] Friendship is like a BOOK. It takes few seconds to burn, but it takes years to write.

4] All things in life are temporary.  If going well, enjoy it, they will not last forever. If going wrong, don't worry, they can't last long either.

5] Old Friends are Gold! New Friends are Diamond! If you get a Diamond, don't forget the Gold! Because to hold a Diamond, you always need a Base of Gold!

6] Often when we lose hope and think this is the end, GOD smiles from above and says "Relax, sweetheart, it's just a bend, not the end!

7] When GOD solves your problems, you have faith in HIS abilities; when GOD doesn't solve your problems HE has faith in your abilities.

8] A blind person asked St. Anthony: "Can there be anything worse than losing eye sight?" He replied: "Yes, losing your vision!"  

9] When you pray for others, God listens to you and blesses them, and sometimes, when you are safe and happy, remember that someone has prayed for you.

10] WORRYING does not take away tomorrow's TROUBLES, it takes away today's PEACE. If you really enjoy this, please pass to others. It may brighten someone's day...

Sent from my Gemma ~ The Lovely Pinkberry™

Thursday, November 4, 2010

War at The Roses


Woohooo!!! I love this episode!!! I can't believe I had to wait until 5 episode to find another EPICsode of GG Season 4, but its worth the wait.. TOTALLY!!!!
Okay enough with the over-excited prologue, let's start to write my thoughts on this episode :)
 
 
BLAIR'S BIRTHDAY
It's fall and it's Blair's birthday!!! I love B's birthday, because she's going to be the Queen of the day...! Not to mention, but IMHO this is the only day where she can really free from Serena-as-the-queen shadow... but no worry, because for me, Blair is the Queen of this show, no matter what! :)
I love her facial expression when she's preparing the invitation :) she looks great and happy :)


SERENA AND THE PROFESSOR
  I just don't get it!! They're having coffees and talking about life, but their facial expression and gesture (especially for Serena) is not the gesture of having a light-chit-chat. And its kinda disgust me, because one : he is the professor and she is the student, two : it was totally her idea to come and "having some coffees" with Collin, while from what i see on the show, that Collin's cool with "the wait" and she's the one who's not.. well, i don't know why the writers did this to S, because it makes her looks (sorry to say) like a Stupid-Blonde-Girl.. and seriously, how could she easily get into Columbia and Brown and even Yale while Blair was struggling so hard just to get into these college!?!?!?


NJBC
  The NJBC!!!!! Yay!!! So happy to see them sitting together, just four of them :) I forgot when was the last time they're in one scene together?? :p
I love the intervention of Nate and Serena in Chuck and Blair's problem :) Thanks God, they're all still BFF after all :)


BLAIR DRINKS
  Love her way to drink!! She's Blair after all :) While Nate looks bored, Chuck looks.. what... looks horn? :D


CB STARES
  I know this scene is cliche, but its Chuck and Blair..!! Even in the cliche-est moment, they still can make me giggles.. :) and i love how Blair looks so awkward when she refuse to having a handshake with Chuck... :) *still giggle*


SERENA AND JULIET OUTFIT
  Anyone notice the similarity? Coz i see a lot of it in this picture... The LBD, light colour blazer, even the handbags are look alike.. its like you can fold that picture and it'll be a mirror of Serena and Juliet...

 Again.. anyone notice the similarity? :) I notice one similarity : The Dress. Look at the straps and the backless..


WRONG PHOTOGRAPHS
  Picture number 1 : I thought it was taken, when Chuck and Blair came to a religius camp to find Georgina Sparks (in S2) and as far as I remember, B was never leave the car until she leaves with the car, so how can she have this picture with Chuck?

Picture number 2 : Remember that outfit? From the Pilot episode? Ring a bell.. CMIIW but in that episode, B and S was kinda having a cold war, so its not possible to having this kind of picture...

Picture number 3 & 4 : B looks so happy in both picture.. but if i'm not mistaken, she was sad in both scene..  the Dorota's wedding, I can't even remember she was smiling in the ceremony, because all I remember is she was sad  in that episode.. and picture number 4, remember when Chuck told Blair, that he didn't want her anymore? Remember B's hair and headband? yup.. that's in picture number 4..

so the conclusion : its not Blair's photographs, but Leighton's ones :p


MOTHER AND DAUGHTER TALK
  My favorite scene of the show!! Eleanor is a great mother...she's even better than Lily i think :)

Quoting her :
"Nothing around you ever is (boring).."
"I shot myself off for a long time after your father left. I was cold and hard, then I met Cyrus and he taught me that, sometimes you have to allow yourself to be weak in order to grow stronger."
"You don't have to lose the girl to be a woman. You just need to think.. maybe about how many people are going to be around the next time you let her out."


THE BEST PART : PIANO SEX!!!!!
  Finally!!! I can't stop watching this scene over and over and over again.. and never get bored!!! Piano sex? its just WOW!! Love love love this episode!!!! :D

Hungover - Ke$ha

And now the party's over
And everybody's gone
I'm left here with myself and I wonder what went wrong

And now my heart is broken
Like the bottles on the floor
Does it really matter?
Or am I just hungover you...

Sent from my Gemma ~ The Lovely Pinkberry™

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Speak Now


Thank God!!
This girl finally released her new album :)
Because actually-but-not-so-surprisingly I miss her song :)
But its kinda boring listening to "Love Story" and "You Belong With Me" parade over and over again,
And I don't know why, but her latest collaboration with Boys Like Girls and John Mayer is disappointing me,
Well, maybe I just love her singing alone :D
And my review about this album is GREAT!!
I'm happy.. because the one and only Taylor Swift I know finally BACK!
Since the first time I heard her single "Haunted", I knew that I would love her new album,
just like the first time I  listened to "Love Story" <3
No wonder she have won too many awards, even though I doubted her Live Performance,
but she's great as a musician...
And with her humble personality, I think its not a mistake to loving this girl :)

Well then, if you want to listen to her new album, here's the link :)

Leighton in Marie Claire UK (Dec 2010)

 Tucked Up
'Mimicking a bob with long hair gives a different silhouette, accentuates the jawline and gives extra body,' says celebrity stylist for Herbal Essences Charles Baker Strahan. To get this wild texture, first prep with Sebastian Microweb Fiber, £14.10. Strahan tossled the hair from side to side, ruffling up the lengths, then threw a jacket over Leighton's shoulders and hair.

 Plaited Bun
'I'm anti-glam when it comes to wearing my hair up - I like it a bit undone with lots of flyaways,' says Leighton. Strahan says, 'Rake back hair with your fingers and secure the pony on the crown. Then plait the tail, wind it around the base, secure with pins and leave the ends visible.'

 Punky Topknot
After seasons of ladylike updos, it seems topknots are now the pinnacle of sexiness, giving a rebellious look. 'This is a dangerous party-girl 'do', says Leighton. Strahan says, 'Wash hair with Herbal Essences Dazzling Shine Shampoo and Conditioner, £1.99 each, then twist small sections and pin to the head until you get to the nape of your neck.'

 Dipped Ends
If you want to keep your colour from looking too try-hard, sun-kissed ends work well. 'Dipping the ends with a light colour gives a cool, lived-in edge,' says Strahan. Try Daniel Hersheson Micro Uplifting Treatment, from £65, or paint ends with Clairol Nice 'n Easy in Natural Ultra Lightm £6.99.

Smokey Eyes
'I advise everyone to flirt with their eyes,' says Leighton. 'People will approach you more and you'll feel more confident.' To get this smoky look, paint Bobbi Brown Long-Wear Gel Eyeliner in Black Ink, £15, across the eyelids, winging the colour out at the edges. Smudge Lancome Crayon Kohl Noir, £15, on the bottom lashes. Finish with jet-black mascara like Dior Diorshow Mascara, £21.50.

 Disco Pout
'When I put on lipstick, I don't need much else,' says Hollywood actress and Herbel Essences spokesmodel Leighton Meester. Use Dior rouge Dior Haute Couleur Lipstick in Blazing Red, £22, then top with glitter for Studio 54 drama.